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Dear. Diary

It’s been a wrong time to check tumblur and write something here as well. Last night I had farewell party with my filipino friends here coz I’m gonna leavr CNU soon. They are so nice and I’m always happy with them. Whenever we are talking, we are always laghing together. They are all like my little sisters. So lovely girls! I’m gonna miss them a lot. :(

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Thinking about me

Before writing, I hope you can feel my sincerity through my writing even though I have a limitation to express my thought in English.

Introduction,

Everyone has their own territory to safe themselves. They have boundaries which are never invaded by others so that they try not to get hurt from others.

Frist,

I don’t have a good first impression to others and I cannot approach someone at the first time. However, when I start to have the relationship, I just remove my boundaries and open my mind. So, I give everything then if I know someone doesn’t think about me like I think about you, I get hurt easily. I don’t wanna say it is a bad thing but some people feel a burden for me and even I have a huge feeling spending as well.

Second,

It may be because of the hurt from relationship, I also hurt someone but I didn’t realize that. I just thought about how much I hurt from people and I didn’t think about how much I hurt people So that, the thing I forget and just my action and my words without any bad feelings remains hurts to people.

Third,

To be honest with you, God has told me about these things for many times through my family and friens but I couldn’t get it. Yesterday, one of my friends said me she has gotten hurt from me and then I realized God told me again through my friens. Of course, at the first time, her words hurt me but I really appreciate to her right now. I think this is time to start thinking about myself.

Conclusion,

I like being with people and talking with them and I am easily moved and I get easily hurt but I realize I also give hurt to someone. I cannot be the new person right now but this is just new start to be more mature.

Ps. If you got hurt because of my action and hurt, I offer my sincere apology to you. My hurt makes me blind so that I didn’t realize I get hurt you. I’m really sorry again.

Thank you for reading !

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Children’s day

Yay ! It’s Children’s day here in Korea. It’s holiday so it means I have nothing to do.=(

I made a plan for this holiday but it was canceld. (sigh~*)

well… I’m gonna stay at dorm and just study… what a sad day! =(

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Dear. Diary

Last night, I met my old friend. We’ve been friends since high school student. It was very short time but I was just happy to meet him. We shared our old memories. It made me laugh! Thank you my friend and I’ve already miss you again :)

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Dear. Diary

Last night, I was watching tv through my cell phone on my bed and suddenly my celphone was ringing so I just answered the phone.

Me: yeo-bo-se-yo (=hello)

 ?  : yeo-bo-se-yo (=hello)

I didn’t notice who he is so I thought he was a stranger.

Me: Nu-gu-se-yo? (=who’s this?)

? : Nu-gu-se-yo? (=who’s this?)

That time I felt something is wrong and I knew he was DENNIE.

I kept on saying OMG because I didn’t expect to call from DENNIE and I thought the stranger was Korean! lol

It was very short time because he had class soon but I was very happy because I know he spent his short freetime to call me.

I miss him so much!

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Green tea bing su 
( It’s like halohalo in the Philippnes)
Photo by. Irene

Green tea bing su ( It’s like halohalo in the Philippnes) Photo by. Irene

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Dear. Diary

After Immunology class, I took the elevator with my professor. There were no other people and he suddenly said, ‘why did you yawn in the class?’ I was embressed coz I couldn’t remember whether I yawned or not. lol. Anyway I just said to him, ‘sorry, sir. I didn’t sleep well last night’ ( it was true coz I only slept for three hours ) He said ‘Even it seems I don’t look at you, I know everything’ Haha it was very short conversation with my professor but it was impressive well.. at least for me. lol